..HELLO WaTeR..

Hey there....

Haven't felt like posting much lately. Maybe because I haven't had the chance to be consistant with my exercising so there really isn't anything new to update. I'm still doing good. The house hunt has taken up all of our free time(not a bad thing). But the diet is still going good. I also picked up a couple of books to read to help me get through this journey. So far, I'm very happy with my choices. If you are interested in the books I am reading, here they below:

• Conquering Infertility by Alice D. Domar, PH.D. - Dr. Alice Domar's Mind/Body Guide to Enhancing Fertility and Coping with Infertility.
• Incnoceivable by Shannon Woodward - Finding peace in the midst of infertility{great personal journey that we can all so relate to}
• A woman's guide to overcoming depression by Archibald Hart, Ph.D and Catherine Hart Weber, Ph.D

I bought them all on Amazon for just $.97 a piece. I couldn't believe what I great deal they were. Reading these types of books really hope me stay on track and focus on the positives. Maybe they can do the same for you!

Reason for my post:

I had my Cryo surgery yesterday. I was told that I would have mild discharge/leakage. Ok, nothing a little panty liner can't handle. Oh boy, was I wrong. I went to bed last night just very wet down there like slippery CM. Then I woke up this morning and thought I peed myself. I went to the bathroom and pulled my pants down to find my underwear completely soaked through and my pants soaked in that area! Didn't smell like pee, but what else could it have been. I showered, changed into my normal thong for the day to seconds later soaking them. I had to put the granny panties back on and use a pad..a pad..no panty liner. Of course when I got to work I googled it. Call me Mrs. Web MD. From what I understand, it's very normal. It's the dead cells leaking out. The discharge can be heavy and watery like. So I did not pee myself! haha No smell. Just feels like I'm peeing in my pants. Not the greatest feeling...but it's better than blood.

I feel much better today. Only a few cramps here and there. My cervix has to heal before any fun can take place...not happy about this one. But, it's not like we are trying to make a baby naturally so it doesn't bother us so much. Lupron definitely affects your libido!=( No bueno!!!!

I would like to give a shout to say congrats to some of my wonderful DS friends:

*Congrats Bethlehambaby on your BFP!!!
Truly a miracle!

*Congrats Mamijo on your BFP and your doubling beta #'s!

*Congrats on your baby boy Suzannelin!

*Nicolerb yay for your natural BFP!

*Jessi2bamommy congrats on your little boy!
He's adorable.


Looking forward to many more BFP's and births this month! This would have been our month if we would have gotten a BFP last Septemeber. Always thought it was a little girl! She would have made her grand appearance sometime in June. Hopefully next year we will be holding our little girl!

Lauren